grrr.

this is so frustrating -_- when i call, no one picks up. when they call me, i pick up. this is lame. so like, i thought everything was gonna go the way it was planned cos the word "sleepover" kept coming up, so i thought it would be that way. now that it's not, i'm like stuck in a hole until someone digs me out with good news. i hate how i always get so excited for something and in the end, i get frustration cos i'll always have to find my own way in & out when i want to do something or if i've already agreed to do something or go somewhere. SO FRUSTRATING. makes my head hurt -__- & now i don't even know how i'm gonna get there & since i already told my dad about the sleepover, might as well make use of it. why would i stay home after saying i'd be out? ugh, so annoying -_-

so we're supposed to be doing laundry but my mom left to work early -_- & my dad is still asleep. I MEAN, i could ask him to give me a ride later on, but the thing is WHERE am i gonna sleepover, since i can't sleepover @ the nilo's. & if i go home, it would be weird & a waste of a , once in a million, chances of getting to be out. &plus, i don't even have my own ride home either, so where am i gonna go? x__x

on the bright side .. i've got about 7 to 8 hours to get this fixed & planned out before the party starts. what am i gonna do .. ?